Through The Glass Darkly

The apology was left in messages as unsent draft
I just wanted to say hi
Thinking of you, but then apon remembering everything that went wrong, and everything that could never have gone right
All the reasons everything went wrong
Maybe it’s just better unsaid
Especially since nothing has changed for the better, and you are probably living happily ever after
That is what other people do right?
Go to school
Get a job
Get married
Live happily ever after
Go on vacations
All that stuff that never happened to me
Because I did all the things I do
So maybe this apology is just one more bad idea
One more example of poor impulse control
I’d mess it up anyway

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